Our Faithful Father

In the middle of wrapping paper and gifts this Christmas morning:

B: Max, I always want to love you.

M: Well, when you love me, you always knock me down. (as in a hug)

A lovely Christmas celebration this year. I was blessed to see my little boys love on each other and love on others.

And as I've reflected on this season, I'm humbled to see God's redemptive hand in so many corners of my life. Recently, M shared with me some thoughts about Brian, how he missed him and what Brian must look like now that he was in heaven. And then in his quiet, reflective way, he expressed his love and trust and respect for a special friend of ours, a man whom he's known since he was born (and who knew Brian). In his own words: "I think of him like a dad." Rather beautiful and graceful of God, I must say. He's faithful to the big picture of Christmas and to the small picture of each individual child that He calls His own.

Have a very Merry Christmas.

Comments

Anonymous said…
Once again, you and the boys put a smile on my face. Thanks for the precious Christmas card. Happy New Year.
Leslea
3:45 PM
Anonymous said…
Was just sent your blogg address by Lesea Wood Purvis. Sat and read the entire blog and did my share of laughing and crying and giving thanks that I could be at his memorial service. Thanks for inspiring and encouraging so many with your thoughts (and sharing of Brian's.) Larry Wood (One of Mary Helen Maynor's brothers.)
9:14 AM
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